Thursday 19 December 2013

ALIEN


ATTACK VINO;

my small dying


 I flip a zipped light, threaten fire, the black moth burned under his own skin as he fought against us, and I felt his hot fire under my hand, that held his arm, I shook a bottle, and the messy lid cracked and dripped the drug onto his skin,

then I took off the plastic sheaf, of the syringe and pushed it in.

He stopped moving, but the other men in their wooden yellow masks, men I didn’t know, shoved him around, and stepped on him like clumsy blind bears, as he struggled, and then screamed;

"I am not going to be in put in your fire!"

Then hawthorne gets injected.

I am against Her.

bed


In Bed
she whispered into my bed
she was in a different bed
I wanted bed
I wanted bed

she had a man but
I wanted her bed so
I joined their bed and jumped in their bed I slept on the floor slept in their bed
they looked at me in their bed
he was with her when I wanted I wanted so I arrived in their bed

she was in his bed
having him and I was in their bed
I wanted her bed
but
she was having him
and I stayed in bed
listening to the whispering
she was thinking of me in bed
she looked at me and whispered in his bed

"I think of you in bed!"

I know they have bed
because I was in their bed I couldn't leave their bed
I didn't want their bed so
they looked at me and giggled that I was in their bed and he didn't know I said, because I hate their bed;

"whisper in my head,
before he knows...that
we too have bed!"

he knew her bed,
I want her bed and
"when will you be in my bed?"

I want him dead
because I was there...

in their bed.

WORK;

First bite of cold.
Frigid fingers on the metallic work.

Warehouses,
Work on chairs,
Just for officers,
Cold companions pass tubes and plastic parts,
I keep going.

The Radio goes on fighting for the song.
I am close inside the last part of the land and it’s limit,
I am last in the queue,
I have red sufferings of stiffness and black ideas,
That catch at paper,
And collect red tape.

Blue windowsills with a catch of that yellow. Some grey too.
The production line was cracking and I kept going.

White shutters close down the business.

Go home. 

trash


I saw all time vanish, I sang up to the balcony.

The balcony was empty,
the balcony crashed down as I called to her,
the loss of all the best time cut through me,
sharp like an exploding bomb crashing black marks of umbrella shrapnel,
gushing down at once into water.

With me gone for all time, some of the black marks fading,
 like salted rivers, I was without her for good,
I lost the ways of the straight arrow track, I stood still.
I started to cry like a girl, and I ran away from her,
wailing,
into the opposite direction...

I got tired by the rush of all time shattering, so,
after all the weeping fed the waters,
my losing legs crashed about, and I found my cave,
and I wrapped myself up inside the sandy hollow.
I had times others didn't understand to deal with when I woke up after my loss,


such a long time,
 no one could understand it. 

TRASH


My enemy
ZUTA

From my trouble

I cut up baggy, pockets freeze dried and slackfrom lack of money

From him, the trouble was, it just stepped up bigger than them, and stacked up that one narrow, hickey corridor where I chased the girl slowly, slack pockets of two little coins conversing


I stepped after her, on paddy lilys and stepping on coins to keep my balance, I stepped on and after her,

She shadowed me from the second girl, behind me in the wall hidden, looked for me for all my troubles, that was why she looked, troubles.
!

BUT there was another girl!


Two troublesome girlfriends.

REbuked!

Do not scorn me, do not, for life, life is broken,

Her punishment first, a girl’s kick, thin bones shot out like steal cobras, from the deserts they were

Why would he send me two? Thats not trouble from god, that’s trouble from two.